Tug of War

I’m struggling with the demons in my head, going from trying to regain my normal life back to a constant nagging feeling of will my nightmare return, will I wake up smothered in my own feces yet again? I’m trying desperately to maintain a sense of normalcy yet the insecurity of the thoughts that creep into my head, playing tunes like a symphony leave me wired for sound most days. The CBD Oil most certainly helps and it’s been a learning curve at best trying to sort it out with the dosage and so forth. I cannot muster the courage nor the strength to move from my makeshift bedroom in the living room back to my actual upstairs bedroom…